Musings on natural hair, single parenting, life, revelation, and random information…
Monday, December 15, 2014
OMG! Perfect Winter Natural Hair Mask! Thanks Laila!
Sunday, December 14, 2014
How to Overcome a Wave of Rejection
Recently I got hit hard with rejection, and as a result, I began to doubt everything I was doing. I was thrown into total confusion, so much so, that it kept me awake at night. I didn't know what I wanted, and I couldn't move forward with my plans. It was crazy, and it was all my fault. I began to share my dreams, goals, and plans with certain people I believed would instantly support me. I was wrong, and then I became so overwhelmed by their negative reaction, I didn't want to move forward with my plans.
However, as I went about doing my daily activities the weeks that followed, I sensed a small voice urging me, "Don't give up!" When the nagging voice became louder and louder, I realized it must be God's voice telling me to keep my dreams alive.
I listened, and I continued to write and edit. I continued to complete a book project I started. I continued writing down my plans for 2015. I couldn't believe how hard it was. . .to get over a hurdle of self doubt that crept in from people I truly admired. I asked myself, "Why did you allow them to slow your progress? What happened?"
I told my daughter what happened, and she gave me even more confirmation. She said, "Why are you looking for others to approve of something you believe God told you to do. Just do it! Look to Him to help you." I was like, "Did you just say that?" Wow.
The moral of the story is, even if you have someone on your side, someone you always look to for approval and advice. If they do not approve of something you know is right for you, keep it moving respectfully. Keep going with what you know is right for you. That doesn't mean you don't respect them or their advice. You just have to stay on track with what you know in your heart is right. I'm not saying you shouldn't listen to anyone or get advice or help from anyone, just do not ignore the small voice deep inside of you. If something someone says disagrees with that voice, you have to ignore that and go with the small voice. That voice is God nudging you to take a certain path that is designed specifically for you. Many people may not understand it, and that's okay. Refuse to allow anyone to rain on your internal parade.
Tee
However, as I went about doing my daily activities the weeks that followed, I sensed a small voice urging me, "Don't give up!" When the nagging voice became louder and louder, I realized it must be God's voice telling me to keep my dreams alive.
I listened, and I continued to write and edit. I continued to complete a book project I started. I continued writing down my plans for 2015. I couldn't believe how hard it was. . .to get over a hurdle of self doubt that crept in from people I truly admired. I asked myself, "Why did you allow them to slow your progress? What happened?"
I told my daughter what happened, and she gave me even more confirmation. She said, "Why are you looking for others to approve of something you believe God told you to do. Just do it! Look to Him to help you." I was like, "Did you just say that?" Wow.
The moral of the story is, even if you have someone on your side, someone you always look to for approval and advice. If they do not approve of something you know is right for you, keep it moving respectfully. Keep going with what you know is right for you. That doesn't mean you don't respect them or their advice. You just have to stay on track with what you know in your heart is right. I'm not saying you shouldn't listen to anyone or get advice or help from anyone, just do not ignore the small voice deep inside of you. If something someone says disagrees with that voice, you have to ignore that and go with the small voice. That voice is God nudging you to take a certain path that is designed specifically for you. Many people may not understand it, and that's okay. Refuse to allow anyone to rain on your internal parade.
Tee
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Happy Monday!
From playing around with my daughter, to being Foxy Brown, to just being me at work. . .all I have to say is . . .you gotta make the most of the work week. It's Monday again ya'll. . .enjoy!
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Random Info: Preparing Natural Hair for a Work Out/ Facial Mask
From a naturalista I
subscribed to . . . she gives good ideas ya'll! So here is a video in which she is
preparing her hair before she works out. She also is doing a Bentonite clay (skin) mask. I do a similar mask, but sometimes I
use red clay or Rhassoul clay and apple cider vinegar only. Or I will just use Bentonite
clay and apple cider vinegar (I get all of these items from the local Herb
Shop). Just food 4 Thought on this dreary Thursday.
Tee
Tee
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Much Obliged (A Natural Hair Story)
My wholeness journey began with my natural hair
journey, which started in 2003. I noticed a huge bald spot in the back of my
head—right in the center. When I saw it, I began to panic because I thought I
was seeing the beginning stages of alopecia, which runs in my family. I
cried and prayed on the floor. And suddenly deep inside, I heard a small, still
voice say that my hair would not fall out, but it would grow back healthy if I would
began to take good care of it, and my entire body.
I set out to follow the voice, and now I believe
it was God telling me to take better care of myself. I decided to stop putting
heat or harsh chemicals on my hair. However, as I was making plans to do these
things, fear began to rise within me. I realized I wasn’t ready for the
emotional part of embracing my natural coils. I went from being peaceful about
the decision to being afraid of what people would think when I cut off the
relaxed part of my hair. I was about to sport a tiny afro, but I decided to
simply get a texturizer instead, because a curly, short afro was easier to
handle emotionally.
But the thinning problem got worse. I knew I was
going to have to ditch the harsh chemicals altogether. I was also using harsh
dyes to keep my hair as dark as possible. It took six whole years to go
completely natural, using no chemicals on my hair at all. Slowly but surely, I
embraced my natural hair journey, researching and experimenting with foods, drinks,
nutrients, vitamins, and natural products. While doing that, I bumped into
products that would keep my skin, and my entire body glowing and much
healthier. What started out as a natural hair journey eventually transformed
into a “taking better care of me” journey.
In 2009, I was on YouTube constantly, taking
notes with the same fervor as an eager college student. The ladies on YouTube
(and natural hair blogs) became my professors as they carefully researched,
defined, and demonstrated how to nourish black natural hair. I learned about
the various oils that are best for tightly coiled curls. And that satin and
silk scarves help prevent breakage while sleeping. I learned that instead of
drying my hair with a towel, it is best to use a dry T-shirt. I also learned
that Shea butter and Shea butter products worked wonders for my kinky, coily
curls.
The bald spot incident is what made me spring
into action. But little did I know, by embracing a natural hair journey, I
would become healthier than I’ve ever been. Just a little food for thought—I
guess I just want to say thanks! I thank God and all the beautifully natural
sistas who helped me reached this wonderful place in my life (Naptural85,
CurlyNikki, NikkiMae, FusionofCultures, Alicia James, and many more). Love you
much and much obliged (tears).
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
Journey to Wholeness
In my journey to wholeness after many abusive
relationships, I started saying confessions from Scripture to transform my
heart and mind concerning who I am as a single Christian woman. It was hard
because I was always blaming someone else for my mistakes and failures,
remaining a victim instead of taking the power that was available to me through
God’s Word. Many people I talked to about my healing journey say my method
“doesn’t work for them.” I always say, “Well whatever works
for you, do it. But this is what works for me, so be it.” For me and my
house, the Word works, so I try to confess something from Scripture over myself
every single day. Here are some self love confessions I spoke over myself when
I realized I was settling for one abusive relationship after another because I
didn’t love myself.
Self Love Confessions
Father, your workmanship is marvelous and
how well I know it. You made all my delicate, inner parts and knit me together
in my mother womb (Psalm 139, AMP).
You watched me as I was being formed in utter
seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. I was curiously
wrought as if embroidered with various colors. Before I had lived a day, you
saw all the days of my life! Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
(Psalm 139, AMP)
Where can I go from your Spirit! If I go up
to Heaven’s gates, you are there; if I make my bed in hell you would be there
also. You know when I’m sitting or going. You know the words I will say before
I say them! You know my thoughts even before I think them! (Psalm 139, AMP)
Lord, you sent your Son to die for me.
Therefore, I know that you love me. I love you because you first loved me.
Without you, and your love, I wouldn’t even know how to love myself! You teach
me how to love; and Jesus is the ultimate expression of your love for me! I
thank you that I am accepted by you because of Jesus. I am accepted in the
Beloved! (John 3:16).
Psalm 8:3-5
says, “When I look at the night sky and
see the work of your fingers—the moon and stars that you set in place—what are
mere mortals that you should think about them, human beings that you should
care for them. Yet you made them only a little lower than God and crowned them
with glory and honor” (New Living Translation).
Who am I that you are mindful of me! You made
me a little lower than Elohim and gave me dominion over all the earth! You made
me in your image!
Every single day you express your love for
me. Your tender mercies toward me are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22,
23).
How precious and weighty are your thoughts
about me. They are so very numerous they outnumber the sand! And the very hairs
on my head are numbered by you! Because you love me so, you have given me the
grace and the ability to love myself and others. Thank you for helping me to
experience the depths of your love so that I can properly love myself and
others (Psalm 139, AMP, Luke 12:7).
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
It's a Girl Thing
I promised that before this month ended I was going to place on my blog some quotes about self love simply to acknowledge domestic violence against women this month. However, I found a video by an awesome young and fresh naturalista (I've subscribed to her channel for years) named Laila. I couldn't help but to post her video, after seeing how she connected her natural hair videos to such an amazing cause for women all over the globe. Kudos to Laila for getting our attention about the many issues that affect women all over the world. We love you girl! Anyhoo, please feel inspired to use whatever avenue you can to promote and spread the message. #it'sagirlthing
Friday, September 26, 2014
Squashing the Giants in Life
A keeper as far as quotes. . .
“Ah, great it is to believe the dream as we
stand in youth by the starry steam; but a greater thing is to fight life
through and say at the end, the dream is true!”
-Edwin
Markham quotes (American Poet He is best known for his poem of social protest,
1852-1940).
One huge lesson I've learned this week, after going through some weird
challenges and difficulties, is this—you cannot allow bad days or weeks or
years . . .to swallow up your dreams. Bad days will come, but if you always
allow those days to steer you away from your dreams and goals, you’ll never
accomplish them. We have to keep the faith, and keep looking toward what we
believe God wants us to do. We have to continue to believe we have a purpose,
and that there is purpose in even the
worst of circumstances. If you are stuck in a discouraging season in your life,
I want to encourage you that most people (no matter how glamorous they seem) go
through the exact same thing. However, the most successful of us, learn to be conquerors
in the midst of life’s storms. We shake it all off. I know I'm preaching to the
choir here, but it has to be said.
For instance, I was working on some writing projects for myself, and
this week after I had some crazy challenges, I almost allowed those things to
stop me from finishing what I had started. However, by God's grace I continued.
I'm doing those things I'm passionate about such as ministering to others and
writing. I'm not going to allow these things to stop me from doing “good” to
overcome all the evil in the world. I have been so determined this week to encourage
people even though I didn’t feel encouraged myself.
My determination worked. Once I saw I’d made someone’s day, I got an
amazing boost. I felt like a giant . . . or rather like I’d just killed a
giant. In actuality, I did. I killed a challenge that was trying to steal my
dreams and destiny. That's just my little food for thought . . . if you are
having or have had a truly crappy week. Tonight, I urge you to keep your dreams
alive despite obstacles and craziness. Use your gifts, skills, talents, kind
heart, etc. to be a blessing to others. Squash the giants in your life, and
look good doing it. :-)
Much love,
Tee
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